wad is love

2009-08-24T04:30:00.001-07:00

BLOODY HELL
can't she just leave me alone she is so damn fcuking nagging
hope she will not stop nagging and leave me alone
fcuk fcuk
been too long m still trying so hard to let you go

2009-05-13T01:41:00.000-07:00

so boring at home nth to do at all
no school due to people still having exam it so damn
freaking boring at home
i can onli go library which i go 2 day in a row le
*sigh*
gt nothing to write sia since my blog been dead for a
super long time le cos alot of thing can't be said de haiz

2009-04-22T05:41:00.001-07:00

today kana dc by her
so wad
i carrying backpack alreadi still catch me wth
den nvm go do dc
at dc there so bored though gt joyce there
but i m still bored i duno why
i m worrying bout something i dun even noe myself
but i noe i no longer lyk anyone nw
haha
i m not surprised
i dunno why my life is full of surprised !!!!

2009-04-17T04:04:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the place you like to be kissed ?
dunno

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
sleepy

3. Who was the last person you took a picture with ?
not sure

4. Would you consider to be spoiled ?
no

5. Would you ever donate blood ?
depends

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex ?
Yes

7. Do you want someone dead ?
nope

8. What are you thinking of right now ?
bout wad he still hiding frm me

9. Do you wish someone was beside you now ?
yes

10. When did you go to sleep last night ?
10.45

11. Where did you buy your shirt you are wearing right now ?
together wif my batch council

12. Is someone on your mind right now ?
yes

13. People tag to do this quiz .
1- denicia
2-jerom
3- weijie
4- joyce
5-sheralyn
6- faith
7- bernice
8- jana
9- sabrina
10-yanling

14. Is 2 in a relationship ?[Jerom]
no

15.Is 3 female or a male ?[Weijie]
male

16. If 7 and 10 gets together , will it be a good thing ?[Bernice& Yanling]
No. They don't even know each other

17. What does 1 study ?[Denicia]
How to play tennis

18. Is 4 single ?[Joyce]
yes(sorry)

19. Say something about 5 .[Sheralyn]
My friend for many year ,clique since 2 years ago

20. What do you think about 3 and 6 ?[Weijie & faith]
so much different between them

21. What do you think if 7 and 9 fights ?[Bernice & Sabrina]
Bernice

22. Do you think 8 ?[jana]
A cheerful girl who lyk to cheer me up plus she my *girlfriend*

2009-04-12T05:36:00.000-07:00

finally i have a new phone cos i have wanting it for veri long liao

i in a good mood de but she come in my room i not in good mood liao
wad she wan frm me can any1 tell me
i reali cannot stand it anymore
she dun even noe anything bout me
lyk wad my fav colour
wad show i lyk
hu i lyk before
m i sad
she noe nth at all!!!

can't stand it
6 more year
i will bear wif it den i will stay away frm this hse as long as i can
she can't control me at that age
i can finally do wad i reali wan
finally

look lyk i goin school tmrw in a bad mood le

2009-04-09T06:08:00.000-07:00

haha today went to city hall b4 goin for the match
go city hall pei vera buy boardshort
den cityhall link dun have we walk until marina square there
den vera say treat me subway cookies...(today gt blue moon sia)
den sab call us asking when are we
planning to bluff her saying i took vera phone home and vera not wif me
but sher have told sab that we two together at city hall
den no fun liao
after awhile sher call oso den we join the call together
den tok for awhile den nv tok liao

took a MRT to bedok ask the person how go bedok view sec
the person say is opp tanah merah station den go down the escalator to go the underpass
den vera drop her water bottle down the escalator
i was lyk VERA dun tell any1 i noe euu
haha
den we took the bus so qiao it number 9
den we saw the school is not opp the MRT
we strt saying the person at bedok MRT station she tell us wrong info!!!
den walk in the rain to find the school finally found it
but cannot find the other netballer
in the end they at the indoor sport hall
climb 4 flight of stairs veri tiring
den watch the game
den faith was shooting the ball we ask every shhhh!
haha
den the ball reali go in
but in the end we nv win but it okay they had put in all their effort!
haha
shall write until here den!!
byebye

2009-04-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

liai liar pant on fire
i hate euu
lie to me somemore
hate you
hate you

say wan help me change phone where is it!!!
onli noe how to scold me everyday!!!!

hope i will not lyk him agn

2009-03-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

yo come bac to blog le

alot of thing happen this two week
i not goin to say every single thing out of course goin waste my own time

having matches this few days hope we will win this time cos we have coach
i have nth to say here cos all the thing i wan say in my private blog
haha
onli close friend can go in haha!!

*sigh*

TO ALL BD NETBALLER:
JIA YOU FOR TMRW MATCH..

2009-03-13T05:02:00.000-07:00

yea so excited bout the chalet on monday

got back my personality report liao
it say i m a 'S'
also a advisor

i value close,personal relationship
which is veri true
my greatest fear is loss of social acceptance;changes(esp in relationship)
value to team is good listener,stable,dependable,patient,broad friendship

MY MOTIVATING GOAL is To maintain trusting friendship;security

haha this is about me

my life in a mess and i dun even noe why
mayb is because i dunno how to plan 4 my furture yet

i been visiting the library for lyk three time a week
must thanks vera and sheralyn for pei-ing me go
there as i went there i will look through the book for very long de
i dun even noe how long i been until i look at the time haha

chalet coming on monday i can sit still without thinking of it
i hope the bbq will have lots of food but we having bbq for two night!!
haha can't wait

2009-02-27T04:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPINESS IS LIKE A CRYSTAL BALL
WHEN YOU DROP IT AND IT SHATTER TO THE FLOOR
IF YOU DON'T TRY,YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO PICK IT UP
BUT IF YOU TRY, YOU MAYBE ABLE TO PICK UP A FEW PIECES!

exam finally over liao
can play comp alreadi to get over my emo!!
been too long since i keep emo-ing!!
haha
i promise euu guy i will get over it soon but juz not nw!!

happiness is when euu lyk that person euu wan him/her to be happy!!!

no matter how sad i m i will never repeat the same mistake i have make..
it is so stupid of me to do that i m luckly friend r there to correct me when i did something wrong no matter wad it is they will alway there comforting me

i enjoy the time we spend together no matter wad we do like studing or playing it juz so fun
spending time with them

i have gotten used to being in compassion liao it juz so fun in compassion we planning a chalet in march alreadi!!!

haha anw here some of my result!:
english: some reason i not saying
chinese:28/50
math:22/40
phy:17.5/30

haha weijie say his chinese and science will be better den me but see i oso scored better den him haha haha i was laughing lyk crazy!!
gtg liao

p/s:wondering wad will happen in the future, will i be with ??

2009-02-25T04:23:00.001-08:00

*sigh*
so emo nw dunno wad to do at all i can't even go to school normally
happily
i will eventually gt emo in the middle of the day

i tink i have fallen for him liao le how??
i cannot afford to lyk him!!!
*sigh*
i hope that i won't lyk him ba!!

2009-02-24T03:47:00.000-08:00

argh i hope allmy exam will pass den i will be veri happy
haha
!!!
lol
so bored vera come bac spa my blog liao den today we went
to watch movie called look for a star
the show is damn touching haha
finally we go watch show together again ahaha!

2009-02-16T04:00:00.000-08:00

argh argh argh
when can i settle my problem
argh
nw i m emoing at home at all
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
whn can i forget him i m suffering so much nw
*sigh*
lyk him lots

2009-02-11T04:47:00.000-08:00

my this blog dead liao sia
haha been blogginf in my private blog alot
hahablogging bout stuff hehe
y is clique having so many freaking problemy
y muz so many prople change
hu do they change to or wad do they change to?
i reali wonder*sigh*hope we can overcome every single thing together continue staying the way we r no1 saying anything abt spilt lyk last years ba *phew* luckly have this blog to confide toif not reali
dunno wad to tink so tiring the netball we r not make of steel man
we r oso human nid to rest plus
i alreadi having pe 6 period straight 2 day n having another 2 period of pe wif class how much more do she wan frm us?
she the 1 hu is slacking the most sitting down that shouting instructionsitting on the ball doing nth when she did do it she juz so 1 round n say tired go bac slacking whn we continue to train lyk mad n the sec 4 slacking toking around fooling around *ARGH*

today
it fun day go by having test sure fail de
yesterday no energy to study for ss n phy confirm fail liao
geog gotten 2/20
english -27/50
chinese 26/50*sigh*
feel lyk crying nw man so tired about every single thing reali
no mood doin other shit for her man
can't i have my own bad day bad mood muz she alway ask wad it wrong wif me?
hu will be my valentine???
i m not despo at all juz wondering whn will he appear??

2009-01-22T05:03:00.001-08:00

HOPE SHERALYN GET WELL SOON COS I MISS MY WATCH BUT OSO MISS HER LA SO BORING WITHOUT HER LA !!!!
ILY
I LOVE MY CLIQUE!!!!
may that be a winner between vera n desmond good luck!!!

2009-01-16T04:21:00.000-08:00

been so long since i have blog in this blog le i have been blogging in my private blog
my mood have not been veri good since the day i last tok to him!
wad he say alway in my heart as it influenced me alot!
NETBALLL
love it man!!!
school so bored without the six of us beening together no mather how many thing we been through we r still together this wad sab say!! which is veri true we go through alot but yet we still find some way to stay together no matter if there is disagreement in our clique
i love the six of us hope i can save money faster so we can buy the bag faster!!!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE:
YANLING,VERA SABRINA,SHERALYN,XUENI AND ME!!!!
WITHOUT THEM THERE IS NO ME AT ALL!!!
THEY R THE REASON I M STILL HERE!!!
I LOVE THEM!!!!

telling them about him i feel so great that they r there 4 me if not i reali dun noe wad to do abt it!!!
thank you 4 all ur advise

JANA HO EUU ARE OSO THE REASON I M HERE NO MATTER WAD I DO EUU ALWAY THERE 4 ME LYK MY CLIQUE!!!
THANK YOU !!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU ALL !!!
THANK YOU ALL OF EUU!!!!

2009-01-02T05:01:00.000-08:00

why muz euu alway lie to me i not that easy to lie to at all lol tink juz cos a excuse i will not noe den sry euu r wrong i found ouot abt it le and i noe how long and hu that ppl is it too last 4 euu to react anymore i juz dun understand why you wan to lie to me!!! do euu tink that i onli have euu as best friend ma euu r wrong i have friend with my sources i will not say any name at all cos even if i say oso no use de

i will forever remember how euu treated me!!
lie-ing to me forever i will remember euu and ur face n how euu treat me ,how euu lie to me forever!!!!

2009-01-01T04:52:00.000-08:00

YEA!! school reopen tmrw finally can spend time wif my friend liao no nid to be so sian at home liao gt homework do oso no nid at home until siao lo...
I MISS JANA HO ALOT!!!!
but cannot see her tmrw stupid council meet so early 4 wad oso nth other den uniform check onli lor oso nid so early go school F***!!! Argh!!! bag so heavy lor alamak!!! gtg liao post nxt time

2008-12-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

finally got laptop can use le hhaha this holiday so boring but watch twilight so interesting some part almost cry lo vera veri funny den everytime vera ssay something the person beside us say cb so irrating vera say cos he dun have so keep saying LOL hahaha so happy x'mas so many present mp3 watch(swatch) book shirt notbook haha yea
all my fav!!!! shall stop here
next ppost den write

2008-12-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

y HEY GUY MY COMP CANNOT USE SO CAN'T UPDATE OR ANYTHING THAT WHY NV ONLINE SO LONG HAHA

I FINALLY 4GET HIM LIAO YEA

2008-11-12T04:02:00.000-08:00

this holiday is damn freaking boring starting wif the result came bac for which class we will be goin nxt yrs i can say that i m quite disappointed wif myself n the result...i try appeal but i knew i can't get in another class but i went ahead wif it...but i tink over it agn n i realized that no matter where we r or wad class we in we juz have to accept the fact that i m in that class
mayb i can use pe to get in republic poly which i dun mind at all... nxt year i have to buck up n onli have myself to lean on to cos my mum cancelled my tuition juz cos i say i dun mind which poly i go which is true nw she havin cold war wif me which i dun mind haha cos i dun have a person who is nagging at me at which class i will be goin of cos hahahaha

i spent the holiday tinking abt my life which is not fun i can onli stuck at home which nth to do
i m tink wad is life abt?
juz eat sleep work BGR study sometime fun ba
it so boring if we wan to have real fun in our life we have to add fun in it lyk goin out wif frenz
i oso tink that a friendship dun not onli have the relationship in it we muz oso place trust in each of ur frenz that it will not goin to end by juz a minor quarrel,fighting instead of that spending time wif each other will create a bond among each of us causing us to be more united n not goin to fall juz cos of a person or rather another third party juz came into ur clique n causing trouble among us n creating a time for a quarrel to appear!! this is wad i conclude fmr my experience hehe
i oso hope my clique will not fall apart even thogh we r in different class n we muz stay BONDED lyk tis year n i will oso rmb 2C'08 forever!!!

2008-11-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

life change,world change,people change n oso heart change too
i hope i will not change during this holiday

LOVE IS PATIENT LOVE IS KIND IT DOES NOT BOAST IT DOES NOT ENVY IT IS NOT PROUD IT IS NOT RUDE IT IS NOT SELF SEEKING...

P/S:ps have not been updating

2008-10-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

today math exam phew luckly science over liao if not stress arh
today math first three question onli can take my life liao le i dunno how do!!!!
mr tan why set so hard de
hehe

life is so full of freedom onli how euu go treasure it

CHERISH WAD EUU LOVE BEFORE IT GONE
DUN BLAME OTHER FOR UR UNHAPPINESS...

this wad i learn frm wish upon a star...

2008-09-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

here is another verse

SO WHETHER YOU EAT OR DRINK,OR WHATEVER
YOU DO,DO IT ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD
1 CORINTHIANS 10:31

I DUNNO HOW TO LIVE UP WITH FACT BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE
i will onli tell jana why i sad n wad is happenin in my life
cos i can't stand it anymore

2008-09-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

here another verse

GOD IS OUR REFUGE AND STRENGTH,
ALWAY READY TO HELP IN TIME OF TROUBLE
PSALM 46:1

2008-09-22T06:10:00.000-07:00

keep the blog frm being dead i should write something

YOUR WORD IS A LAMP
TO GUIDE MY FEET AND
A LIGHT FOR MY PATH
PSALM 119:105

2008-09-03T05:46:00.000-07:00

long time nv post liao

alot of thing happen as the time go by i reali dun noe wad to do..i find no meaning in living this life anymore ..
i reali dun understand why does he have to treat me this way when i dun even lyk him anymore?
feelin so bored every single day can't even go out nth to do at all...
luckly tmrw goin library wif sher if not i will surely die of bored-ness de lo...

my mum say if i try harder 4 my exam she mayb will buy the adidas watch 4 me so happy..
haha
gtg

2008-08-30T04:40:00.001-07:00

i reali gotten enough le
why can't she juz treat me the same as the other why does she onli buy gift 4 boy but not 4 her own clique she alway buy watch 4 her frenz why ask abt my present that time during english class she say that she given me my present le n it is the roses le...i reali lyk the addias watch alot
but she juz shot me down wif juz 1 sentence "i dun tink it suit euu" i hate it i alway angry with her why she tok abt buyin present 4 the other...
damn pissed off by her alot of time le...!!!

gtg liao nv let it dampen my spirit or mood le

2008-08-10T04:53:00.000-07:00

this is the memory if junny wei

this is the memory of junny wei
the last time we secretly take his pic
i will nv forget that time nv ever...

2008-08-10T04:30:00.000-07:00

end of NDP le
i reali miss him

I MISS CHIA JUN WEI (THE BUS IC)

the time that we make him
how we took pic of him
how we bully him
how we tryin to trip him
how he tryin make us listen to him
how he ask us do thing but nv listen to him
how we make frenz wif him n he almost trip
how he blush when he tok to us kast time
how quiet he is when we first see him
how sad m i to miss the group photo
how i wish time will turn bac agn
how i wish to take picture will him 4 memory

but yesterday i onli take picture wif him onli 1 time how i wish that 9 aug will repect agn so i can

CHIA JUN WEI IF EUU EVER SEE THIS
DUN BE SHOCK COS WE REALI MISS EUU
i can't believe i miss the photo shoot wif euu
i will nv forget euu as the nicest guy BUS IC!!!

2008-08-04T04:59:00.000-07:00

i reali tired le even if euu noe so wad can't a girl lyk a boy it no big deal wad!!! nid until dun tok to them ba...!!! today euu still nv tok to me i cried twice...yet euu juz nv even ask even desmond ask but euu juz stand that n pretend nv see anything...seriously i m tired le...i sink too deep le though i noe how to swim but i find this too hard to float to the surface n i nid some1 to help me but there is no1 that can help me!!

i m so sian nth do onli emo...every single lesson i oso emo if not my temper strt to grow den brust le...i wan go beach!!!

i hate euu 4 ignorin me

i hate euu 4 not botherin me

i hate euu 4 not wishin me

i hate euu 4 ur attitude

i hate euu 4 not keepin ur cool

i hate euu 4 not comfortin people when they r sad

i hate euu 4 ur empty promise

I HATE EUU

I HATE EUU!!!!

2008-08-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

my birthday but i m damn sad..

i tired le i gif up le
i no longer lyk him le...

2008-08-01T05:51:00.000-07:00

y euu alway treat me so different frm the other...
i veri sad frm the fact that euu ignore me the whole day
days by days gone by the love gettin deeper into my heart
i dunno how to forget euu
everyday lookin at euu despite the fact i noe hu euu lyk le but wad can i do i can onli look at euu frm far away n silently but not goin up to euu to tok to euu...everyday lookin at euu make me sad n happy
sad cos i can't confess at all
happy that when i see euu all hurt will be ease frm me...
of the whole class euu r rank number 1 nice guy...
i dunno why but i simply juz lyk euu all the sudden...
no matter wad euu say me i feel veri sad esp comparin me to other esp my CCAS
i dun care if euu see this post anot cos i not namin any1

N I M FALLIN IN LOVE DAYS BY DAYS JUZ BY LOOKIN AT EUU!!
N I M TIRED OF USIN SMALL FONT TO WRITE LE
take care hope euu get wad euu lyk

2008-07-27T04:19:00.000-07:00

i so bored birthday comin round the corner le...expect alot of present hehes...

this picture describe me alot...

haha

so bored dunno wad to write or blog le hahas gtg...

take care

i tink i have fallen for euu le...last time i say i won't lyk dun lyk in the end i oso lyk eu how...i can onli listen to wad euu say n pray hard euu dun noe that i lyk euu cos once euu noe we will not be frenz lyk how we use to le...take care hope euu can jio until her n dun hong girl liao okay dun be a playboy...:)takecare

2008-07-24T05:59:00.001-07:00

why sometime whn i see him i feel so happy..
juz suddenly wan see him..
i dun wan lyk him!!
omg so fan so stress...
gtg
take care,val

2008-07-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

pls la i m tokin abt some1else hu i tink i startin to lyk n he is 100% more better den jerom can
i have say i totally forget abt him mean i forget abt him!!!!!!
i dun even lyk him!!!!
so pls i dun lyk him!!!!
the ppl is not him but another guy!!!

2008-07-20T00:04:00.000-07:00

here all the picture i took haha so many ssia the picture of firework mayb a bit blur cos i took it in the rain...so cool it rainin durin grand finale so many ppl so high but i after awhile emo liao cos jana not high so i emo oso...

i dunno if i lyk him anot but whenever i see him i will be happy or when i disiao him i will be so happy wadever stupid thing he say that so funny...i dun wan to lyk him cos of something ...mayb i take a few more week or a month to see if i reali lyk him anot ba...he ask me if he shuai anot but i dunno wad to answer so juz say yes haha so stupid of me!!!

2008-07-19T23:51:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a damn bad day...
y do she alway tink that wadever she does or say is alway rite n wadever i does or say is alway wrong...frm this year startin onward she alway veri biased...to vera or sheralyn n yanling she alway the one makin the first move...but to me she will NEVER make the first move at all...she would forever takin month before tokin to me agn but tis time i dun tink we would ever patch agn...on tues n sat on the trip to marina bay i cry twice for wad i cried cos of her...

2008-07-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

today happen so many thing
luckly i dun nid go the council tinvestiture if not i will cry man
heard that i srew up somehow...
investiture sux man tis year..!!!

happen damn lot of thing that i dun wish 2 say...

archery damn fun but oso borin...
gt until the red colour on the target boad but not the bulleye *sigh*

shall stop here den

Val
P.S:i miss council

2008-07-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

damn hu she tink she is i regret introducin her to anaj since she noe her every single thing tell her i fine wif it but every single NDP did she even realise that she alway the 1 hu is ps-ing me
tell loky that she realise she not purposly ps me please la she alreadi ps me 4 lyk a million of time alreadi every single NDP on tues she will alway suddenly missing de but when i found her i saw her wif anaj i dun blame anaj at all she is totally innocent...den somemore sometime being unreasonable i nv even say any thing since tis term start she change alot super duper alot...wad wrong wif her i quite agree wif wad jialing say mayb whenever she say abt her should just say bac her sometime i reali gt fit up abt her le everytime wadever she say will have ******* or **** de confirm wan dun she even put herself in our shoe she can't complain at all she gt a mum that dote on her but do i have 1 hu dote on me i onli have 1 hu scold me hit me when she lyk

i change my attitude once i out of council i feel so sad whne i hear that i step on the grass patch but i feel damn guilty abt it i apologise to every council i see i dun hate council but i MISS council
tmrw investiture le if i see the whole investitude thingy i will cry last year i was part of it but tis year i m not i feel damn sad when i hear that i m goin to be out of council 4ever n almost cry when they are takin my badge back i dun wan to gif my badge bac at least wan something that will remind me that i used to be in council,,,*SIGH*too bad i out of council le!!!!

I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL
I MISS COUNCIL...!!!

2008-07-13T20:33:00.000-07:00

picture taken durin sat NDP

i have alot of fun durin NDP so happy

I MISS COUNCIL

I MISS THE FUN IN COUNCIL

I MISS MY FRENZ IN COUNCIL

2008-07-06T00:36:00.000-07:00

I HAVE GIVEN UP LE
I DUN LYK HIM ANYMORE!!!

WHEN euu guy tell me he _____ wif her i dun feel sad anymore cos i have forgetten abt him le since euu hate me now i have nth more 2 say to euu le may euu have the blessin wif that girl!!!

good luck dun_____ hor!!!

the burden is lifted frm me le yes
finally i can breathe properly le!!!

take care,
val

2008-07-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

i can't believe that i m gettin sack frm council soon

I HATE HER TIL I WAN TO SLAP HER
i can't believe that she like him
i feel lyk killin myself now

FOR EUU TWO
stop askin me to gif up him in order to gif way okay
I WILL NOT GIF UP SO EASILY DE

I love him more then how much euu do okay
try me if euu wan!!!

i love euu alot more then her!!!

i hate euu euu i though euu were okay but euu become my love rival

2008-06-21T22:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday NDP wah siao de lol dunno wad to postbut i enjoy it alot wif andrea,jana,jia ning,sabrina...

i noe alot of thing yesterday suddenly become abit emo in the bus

anw uploaded 2 picture of wad picture we take haha

why did euu lie to me it not that i can't take it but anw 4 ur imformation i dig out every single thing le

mayb euu did cheat on me when we _____ but it in the past le anw dun be sad be happy

muz be happy okay...!!!

totally given up

2008-06-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

well lot of happen to me...
i have totally given up on him le wad 4 hangin on it when i noe there is no more hope le
since he told me abt the _____ thing i have given up though i noe it diffcult but i will try to forget him totally!!!!

i have overvome the love to hatred le
there no 1 in my heart anymore cos i m startin to hate _____ le!!!

gtg liao

2008-06-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

hey guys out there

dun SMS me or CALL me 4 three month

my phone have been confiscated due to my bill

if i get my phone bac i will contact euu...

in the mean time euu can contact me at my hse phone:64538814

2008-05-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

i m reali tired le
no one ever come to my blog to tag de my tagboard is forever dead
he can help other keep tagboard alive but not mine at all

i m damn sad i dunno y
but i simply nid alot of energy to get jealous but i can't i simply sad

i wonder if he can keep promise i dun tink he will ever keep his promise
to me at all
i hope he will haiz but he will not de

i dunno y but i simply have a feelin that he lyk her i dunno y n i dun wan to noe y...!!!!

gtg liao bye
P.S: still lyk him alot...

regret alot

2008-05-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

he more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
wow jana make euu laugh arh
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
after month arh
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
0.0
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
y lei?
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
nth
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
juz bein jealous ba
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
y jealous
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
bein jealous dun not nid a reason
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
-.-''
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
if it is i m still holdin on to the memory n not lettin go
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
who say no need a reason
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
i say my reason
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
0.0
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
still rmb that time we quarrel over a pic
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
on the 21 of march
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
0.0
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
rmb anot??
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
y lei
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
that time i quarrel over the pic i have a reason 4 it
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
but euu simply dun wan heard the explaination n dun care abt it
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
i ask euu
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
0.0??
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
if euu see some1 euu lyk n juz break the relationship onli
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
in a picture wif some1 veri close how euu feel??
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
where gt very close tat time-.''
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
bbut i m jealous
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
i nv take a picture wif euu b4
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
put urself in my shoe n tell me how euu feel
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
hmmm easy come easy go
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
jealous no really my type
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
see
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
i can see no matter how much i try explain i not goin change nything le
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
it*
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
anything*
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
=/
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
=/
save the earth try not to breathe too much so that there will be more oxygen in the air says:
something when u throw it away iy will never come back
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
i noe
the more i try to hate euu the more i love euu says:
no matter how much euu wan to pick it up there no way it will be the same

once i throw it away it will nv be the same if i pick it up again

but i dun care it a picture which destroy my life

this the picture

it been history nth can change it le if i nv quarrel over this picture

thing will be dirfferent frm now

me n sabrina will not fall out

i will not be super emo

but as he say i throw it away n nth can change it

i regret after we quarrel

but no use le

i feel guilty no matter wad i still lyk euu even though euu dun

i will alway rmb the happy time we have together euu will be my true first love

no1 will replaced euu

i dunwan to break down anymore le

but i still cry no matter wad wrong wif me

i will be havin mood swing n emo on 17 of every month so every1 look out...

gtg liao bb

2008-05-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

alot thing is happenin...

i dunno wad to do now!!!

i not happy at all...
mayb i shall let euu go 1 day but it juz not now at all...
though i m heartbroken i still nid carry on wif life

no matter wether it day or night i juz not smiling happily i m sad n havin mood swingin

whenever i see euu in school i juz can't control myself n wanted to cry but i did not...
i m hopin that 1 day i can have the smile i use to have n be wif euu again

i noe that it impossible i juz tinkin of it onli..mayb it will happen mayb it will not happen
i dunno...

do we reali have nth to say to each other !!! *sigh*

2008-05-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

1.Do euu wish to get married?
mayb
2.what do euu want the most now?
him<333
3.who is the person i trust the most?
friend n him
4.Do euu think euu have enough confidence?
no
5.If euu can have a dream come true,what would it be?
To be with him again...
6.Am i happy with wad i m doin now??
i m not happy
7.what are euu afraid to lose now?
him...
8.do euu believe in eternity love?
yes,of course
9.have euu broken someone's heart that he/she tried to comit suicide?
mayb
10.Are euu attached or single.if attached,who are euu attached to??
currently single...
11.what kind of people euu hate?
backstabber!
12.what feeling euu hate the most?
heartbroken
13.Do euu treasure every friendship of yours?
yes
14.do euu treasure your family?
mayb
15.what is the most important thing in your life?
him n friend
16.what do euu regret most in your life now?
fallin out n losing my temper at her...
17.who do euu hope to be alway there for euu?
friend n HIM!!!
18.are euu happy now??
NO!:(
19.what kind of friend do euu hope to be in yours friends eyes?
not sure

Instruction
remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question.
make it a total of 20 question.
tag 8 person in yours list.
list them out at the end of this post.
notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.
whoever does the tag,would have a blessing from all
i lazy find ppl to do so onli 1 person
jerom...

2008-05-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

i reali dun understand how he feel sometime

currently feelin veri veri xin ku i can't put on a real smile on my face at all...

sometime i realize that i can't caught my breath 4 no reason

the memory is alway goin though my head every single day

the more i try to hate him i found out i love him more

i can't forget him totally

still lyk him alot now...!!!

i tryin to be happy but cannot...

gtg
can't forget euu still

still lyk euu

take care

2008-04-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

it alway happenin memory of the past are followin me ! floatin through my mind all the time n it onli abt him...the more i dun wan to tink abt it the more it float through my mind

y muz all this torture me lyk tis i noe it my fault to be unreasonable that day, it oso my fault not to treasure euu in the past n it oso my fault not able to forget euu

time n time i wan cry but i simply tink of euu n how euu dun wan me cry i control myself...

HEARD THIS I CAN'T 4GT EUU AT ALL
I STILL LOVE EUU NV REGRET
I WILL WAIT THOUGH I NOE NTH WILL EVEN HAPPEN!!!!

2008-04-24T03:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUENI(SRY IT A LATE 1)

they force us to take a pic but it not over it not good yet n nv will it be i noe i been reali overboard but i did not do it on purpose do euu think i will do it on purpose n make euu piss off n losin a frenz lyk euu arh?! y dun euu put urself in my shoes n came home right sfter school beenin veri tired n have a mum shoutin at euu n screamin at euu or worse hitin ur head 4 no reason...

sabrina chan:i noe euu will not ever give me chance n forgive me de but i m not lookin forward at all nor do i think that juz 1 picture solve everything...

miss him alot

2008-04-23T05:51:00.000-07:00

hey i seriously dun noe wad wrong with me at all...

I TIRED OF SHEDDIN TEAR LE I JUZ GETTIN SICK OF IT BUT WAD CAN I DO EVERYTIME I SEE HIM I DO FEEL LYK CRYIN OUT LOUD I DUNNO Y BUT I DO FELL LYK IT

oh fuck i reali miss him lyk hell but i goin keep to me n euu...
i miss euu but i can't do anything to it le euu alreadi have no more feelin 4 me anymore but i do still have if not i would have juz ignore all the supid crap shoutin around in my class...

i lyk euu alot alot alot alot but euu dun lyk me anymore le everyday i see euu make me want to cry in between class or recess i reali dun have the courage to even look at him anymore le but i do still wan to be wif him hehe....
MISS EUU A FUCKIN LOT....!!!! span>

should i juz let go

2008-04-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

I M GOIN MAD 1 OF THIS DAY
N IT BECAUSE OF LOVE

mayb i should juz let go of it ppl r makin fun of me everyday simply cos when they c him near me or can hear wad they say mayb i should have keep every single thing in my heart a place where all secret r store safely without anyone noe n spread it around i m happy earlier this term but sad 4 the term now i gt nth in my life at all can't think carefully at all..mayb euu seriosly lyk jana now i dunno n dun wan to noe at all i wan to live in a place of lie den in a place of fact n believe at all ...hu he lyk nw i seriously dunno n dun wish to noe at all

i m sad sad sad sad sad all day even if i smile is a fake de
cos i can't smile anymore even if ppl c me smile it not real okay
though me n him nv tok much but i still lyk him alotalotalot no matter wad ppl say i dun mind anymore le wad can i do

I STILL LYK EUU ALOT ALOT ALOT
I STILL MISS EUU ALOTALOTALOT
I STILL CAN'T FORGET EUU AT ALL

GTG LIAO BB...
TAKE CARE URSELF,
VAL

2008-04-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

this wad she write :

not that i don't want to forgive you,but seriously; your attitude is wearing everyone out.and now you apologize; i don't give a fuck about it.u screamed at me after chapel; WHATS YOU MF PROBLEM.enough already ok!people says they don't like you; then FORGET IT !why did you throw a fuss at us and start a drama.I HATE DRAMA , GIRL.i wonder if you even fit to be in council or not.but i don't care.and i fucking have no comments 'bout it.you spoilt my day & everyone elses!I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE & I HATE YOU.read the headline , girl.drama never treat everything

if i dun fit to be in council wad abt euu i will stop makin a fuss of wad happen le i dun care anymore
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

can't forget him at all

2008-04-17T04:57:00.000-07:00

FUCKIN

LOVE EUU

STILL!!

can't foget euu still bein emo everysingle day at skoll...i juz dunno y but i juz can't forget euu n i lose my temper very easy nowasday alot...though euu dun lyk me but i still care 4 euu n love euu lyk how i did in the past but it all different le...

i hope he will be happy not lyk me at all bein emo everyday...

take care of urself ok??!!

though i care abt euu i can't overdo it at all..i still waitin 4 euu still dunno whether there is a change anot?! i hope that we can be together again...

gtg

take care,

val

i reali dunno wad to do...

2008-04-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

long time no blog liao le...

i juz dunno y but i tink mayb is retribution ba
i dun tink i can even be happy anymore le lo
wish i can juz forget euu lyk how euu forget me...but i juz can't do it cos i still *** euu says:
the memory of the past which i dun wan rmb is alway go past through my mind

i cry in skoll frenz comfortin me but so thing is different nw veri much different n everything is my fault no one will ever noe wad happen to me unless it my clique,denicia n xin ci i trust them alot they r the 1 hu i can reali tok to all the time

today i felt veri bad 4 scoldin him but i can't help he everything oso push to me must it be everything i say i reali dun wan tok even tink abt it but i juz can't help at all lol i juz simply everyday tink of him de but i can't do any thing at all.... i "scolded" him today n i cry after that xin ci oso say him if wad he do was man anot i can't say anything i was cryin le reali cry alots

every single day i juz feel lyk cryin he care abt me so wad :pls can dun care me juz leave me alone some time?? i reali lyk him alot but wad can i do arh?? i can't do anything at all!!! nobody will noe how i feel 4 him NOBODY so wad if i reali lyk him he oso dun lyk me anymore mayb i reali quarrel veri hard wif him that day but he can't blame me if he were me how will he feel..??? i reali lyk to noe if i get a chance again?? i noe that i would get a chance anymoe de he dun even lyk me anymore le..

mayb i lovesick ba i dunno anything i juz reali reali tired
reali reali lyk him...
reali reali miss him...

I REALI LYK EUU N MISS EUU
THOUGH WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER
BUT I WILL WAIT 4 EUU DE COS I LYK EUU ALOT

TAKE CARE ALL,
VAL

missin the memory of the past

2008-04-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

hey this blog is dead 4 this whole week

gtg haiz
at least i update le bye

eat the lollipop le

Thank you

2008-04-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU
4 THE LOLLIPOP

*sigh* i juz can't forget him at all lol...anw thank 4 the lollipop i have even eat yet lo
today sabrina speck of the past again...sabrina went home...me n yanling tok abt jerom..she ask me to forget him but i can't cos i did not lyk some1 this hard be
still miss him

2008-04-03T06:57:00.000-07:00

HEY I HAVE A LOLLIPOP FRM HIM SO HAPPY

netball again lose again sian lo

anw still miss him but we went bac tokin to each other again...
wan read my diary sia *sigh* gtg

BYE

hey should there be any wrong abt it??

2008-03-30T00:47:00.000-07:00

seriously i reali lyk him nw y...?? y did eveytime i lyk some1 the person juz happen to be the oppsite of me...

i m reali failure in relationship

even if i wait until june nth will ever happen again.. we will not patch bac at all

he dun even lyk me anymore le i dun even noe if wad he say to me is real anot??

I LYK HIM SO HARD BUT NTH WILL EVER HAPPEN AGAIN...
I WILL HAVE NO MORE CHANCE LE
I THROW AWAY ALL THE CHANCE HE GIVE ME

AFTER WAD HAPPEN ON FRIDAY EVERY SINGLE THING CHANGE
EVEN HE OSO CHANGE LE
ONLI LEFT ME THERE STILL AS BLURR AS B4

I GUESS I JUZ ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HE DUN LYK ME ANYMORE LE
BUT I STILL LYK HIM ALOT ALOT ALOT IT FUCKIN LOTS...

I GUESS 1 DAY I JUZ HAVE TO LET HIM GO
THING THAT DUN NOT BELONG TO EUU
EUU RATHER LET GO DEN HANG ON IT...

GTG LIAO BYE
P.S I HOPE I WILL BE SICK EVERYDAY AT HOME IS JUZ A TORTURE...!!!

should i juz jump down anot???

2008-03-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

everyting seems such a failure 4 me in relationship n every single thing

MAYBE 1 OF THIS DAY I SHOULD JUZ JUMP DOWN THE BUILDIN FRM SOMEWHERE N DISAPPEAR FOREVER LYK THIS WILL STOP ANY ONE HU ANGRY AT ME TO STOP ANGRY WIF ME!!!!

NO1 WILL EVER CARE 4 ME EXP SHER,YANLING,SABRINA(MAYB),XUE NI

I REALI SAD EVERY SINGLE THING I DID WENT WRONG

I WENT OVERBOARD YESTERDAY N HAVE THE BIGGEST FIGHT I EVER HAD WITH HIM IT LYK EVERYTHING GO DOWN WIF ME...

*MY PHONE IS NOW SPOILT
*SCOLDED BY MUM
*CANED BY HER IN THE NIGHT
*MISSIN HIM
*BEIN SUPER DUPER SAD

HE STILL ANGRY WIF ME 4 WAD HAPPEN YESTERDAY N I VERI GUILTY ABT IT LE
I M JUZ PLAIN JEALOUS MAYB HE TINK THAT SLEEP CAN SOLVE EVERYTHING THAT Y HE SLEEP 4 THE WHOLE DAY LE

I NV BEEN THIS SAD BEFORE DE BUT THIS YEAR IS THE 1ST TIME I EVER SUFFER THIS PAIN SO HARD ....

I CUT MYSELF I M SERIOUS COS OF HIM HAIZ IT PAIN BUT AWHILE NOT LE..

I SERIOUSLY MISS HIM ALOT MAYB I SHOULD LET GO OF HIM BUT I WAN HIM
MAYB HE WILL NOT LYK ME ANYMORE I DUN NOE BUT I HOPE HE GET THE MOST HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD

LOVE EUU ALOT

GTG BYE!!!

update

2008-03-22T23:45:00.001-07:00

finally update the class blog nw miie

GTG liao

i write the rest in my little dairy...!!!!

P.S: hate my FUCKIN parent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKIN HATE MY PARENT!!!!!!!

2008-03-21T05:53:00.001-07:00

fcuk la knn wad use comp oso cannot mah??? nb i not so offen use **** or which ever word in blog de...this time i super angry....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! both my parent there KPKB esp my father c me use comp den say wad i not doin my skoll de knn hu say i not doin onli dun understand english wad stand there 4 so long watchin me wan see rite see la lyk i care lyk this i dun even give it a damn man den i tell 2 ppl not even wan care abt it lol...onli say two word..."wadever" or"lol" i fuck up n piss off by them lo can't even do something in peace lol

I REALI LYK NO PARENT LE ...THEY JUZ SCOLD HIT OR WADEVER 2 ME THEY DUN CARE SAY SHE DUN WAN ME ANYMORE LE...I JUZ WAN TO CRY OUT LOUD ON SOME1 SHOUDLER BUT I JUZ DUN GET IT EVEN A LISTENIN EAR OSO DUN HAVE AT ALL LO I JUZ CONTROLLIN MY TEARS FRM MYEYE NO ONE AT ALL

THEY NXT MONTH WAN CONFICATE MY HP COS I OVER USE THE LIMIT N I OVER THE LIMIT 4 CALLIN(OUT GOIN) OSO

I M GOIN TO BE MAD SOON IF NO ONE SHOW ME LOVE OR WADEVER...I NID IT BUT NO1 SHOW IT TO ME AT ALL...

WHEN I START FALLIN 4 HIM N REALIZE WAD HAPPEN I WOULD JUZ CRY INTO MY SLEEP DE NO SHOUDLER TO LEAN ON LO..

I STILL LYK HIM IF ONLI I CAN STEAD WITH HIM 4 THE 4TH TIME LO

GTG NOW MAYB WAN TO CRY INTO MY SLEEP ABT ANYTHING INCLUDIN HIM COS I CAN'T HAVE HIM!!!!

2008-03-18T05:54:00.000-07:00

we break again yesterday...he oso have lots of thing he nv tell me yet he still say i lots of thing nv tell him ... he go work oso nv tell me...but i **** him wad can i do he damn cold to me tell wei jie that i stead with him is because i wan make andrew jealous or wad bull shit i hate andrew nw lo pls i dun like him le lo idiot...i veri sad i cry yesterday night n in the mornin today lo but he juz dun care abt me at all lo...haiz but i still sad cos of that reason he wan break...*sigh*

NO MORE RELATIONSHIP 4 ME

2008-03-06T04:48:00.000-08:00

i m sad today 4 reason...I ALWAY THOUGHT HE LYK ME BUT NW IT ALL IN THE PAST LE joyce ask him here the converstion:

then iie ask him :
me : ue still lyk valerie ?!
him : dunno
me : dun lie lurhhs .
him : really . last time only !
me : last time is also have right ?!
him : no . now dun have le .
me : sure bohh ?!
*then iie lazy talk tuh him then walk away lerhhs*

here that it
damn it asshole
the last straw i not have any relationship with boy le...future may have nut i dun tink so ...

two fail relaltionship last straw............!!!!!!!!!!!!
I M SAD VERI VERI SAD VERI SAD I DUN NOE Y???!!!
I GTG NW I DUN WAN CRY ONLI IF I CAN CONTROL....!!!

2008-03-04T04:01:00.000-08:00

HEY....!!!! few day nv blog le

FINALLY MY ANKLE okay le....
today gt netball play until so coollll 3 round of game (full court) play lyk siao lool...
den play volleyball after that so good....den go home le

watch tv ltr go play audition finally lvl 4 le YEA!!!!

2008-02-26T04:32:00.000-08:00

long time nv blog le start frm last week....!!!!

YAN LING GIVE ME A ROSE....!!!!!
that the best valentine day i have....!!!!!

TODAY!!!!
i hurt my ankle when i was playin netball...he came n see oso...so pain nw in banaged le can onli take out tmrw night...anyway we goin in 4 competition le YEAH!!!

I WILL ALWAY RMB 260208!!!!

gtg le !!!
post when i free!!!

2008-01-08T05:12:00.000-08:00

DID HE EVEN ASK HER 4 STEAD BUT Y DID HE HURT ME!!! I REALI LYK HIM STILL.....BUT HE DUN NOE I HIDE THE FEELIN...NO 1 NOE Y I LYK HIM...I M JEALOUS...YES HE DID ASK HER 4 STEAD I WAN 2 CRY..I JUZ WAN TH TRUTH DID HE EVEN LYK ME BEFORE I REALI WAN 2 NOE...N NO HE DID NOT EVEN LYK ME BEFORE..AT LEAST I NOE...I WONDER Y HE EVEN STEAD WIF ME....

2007-10-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

Early in mornind wake still nid go skoll early 4 student council duty deploy ii not wrong
finish deployin the duty go back 2 parade square kana scoldin early in mornin by ANDREW NG 4 causing his frenz zakir almost hp kana conficated by his mother my fault la i nv send the msg 2 him nor askin him 2 go skoll eearly wad the whole msg is being sent out wrongly cause of 1 word the word council lolden duty finish le go back kana scolded again by the gals tis time le lol...sabrina nv cum skoll 4 2 day le lol that ass-hole alway followed us i tink that they i nv scold her enough lol nv scold finish all i not veri happy lool

AFTERNOON

gt council thing nid 2 meet
help 2 put PHS FLYER into PHS OPEN HOUSE FILE so cool all about
500 file we put in a grouop of four
shi hwee,andrea,denica n lastly me...
den so sian still nid so early go home lool
still have 2 go home wad waited 4 162 is veri long lol
4 of the bus i can oso take gone past me in the opp bus-stop lol
so pspsps....gone home haven even gone in gt free newspaper 4 the flat i tink
almost finish all the story book except 4 two wif sabrina haha
gtg nw :)
=.='''
i noe it lame...

2007-10-04T02:02:00.000-07:00

yeah today is the last of the written EOY exam we have le tmrw the last exam ARTS* haven finish my arts pre work...die le lool paper 2 4 math nth is diffcult forget 2 do 1 question die le 3 math de lol.. science i have prepared 2 lose 8 mark haha not a big deal la i can pass n go 2 sec 2 can le i veri happy le dun care studin 1 more years... my best frenz tis year is vera,sheralyn and sabrina my first wonderful year at PHS cool have my first x stead there too yeah hoo...gtg bye!!!

2007-09-30T05:08:00.001-07:00

wad a lousy day nid go tuition lool...but still can switch on computer la...hahahah no1 online lool....gtg bye!!!! :)

MISSIN HIM

2007-09-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

that jerk tink she veri gd onli noe how 2 act innocent in frnt of vera 1 dollar nv gif she oso say gt gif wad i jerk man...:) love hym if i can forever miss euu...

wad reali happen

2007-09-21T16:59:00.000-07:00

since the day that we been together i been veri happy but it onli 4 1 wk n 5 day nvm i tink but wad happen is thaat some1 push me onto him n he nv angry at all 4 wad i heard frm my frenz onli hittin the person that push me lool gtg bye miss him alot...

2007-08-31T05:32:00.000-07:00

wadever that is done 4 today is goin back secondary but still when we get there kanna chase out lol the stupud vp la last year they still can go in n walk around lool but now cannot can onli still at 1st floor lo so borin but still we get 2 see our primary skoll frenz wad...still my turtle cannot fit back 2 where it is been broken by ANDREW NG ***** lool veri upset lool sobsob as i mention in the previous post i will onli truely forgive him if he can make up 4 the turtle gtg BYE!!!!c euu at the nxt post...

2007-08-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!! MY TURTLE IS BROKEN LE n it done by ANDREW NG hu wan it deadly broken n he finaly achieve it le sobsob i cry juz because of it n he say sry juz b4 class end n jed tell me that he say sorry le forgive him(if i not wrong) but i told him i would not as the turtle is broken n unless he find 1 similar 2 it i will NEVER forgive him

2007-08-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

*sigh*wad a day...music book kanna veri dirty cb la if i find out hu did it hor i will scold n kill that ppl

2007-08-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

YEAH todae my b'dae haha so happy but y that andrew ng nv cum?...wanne noe lol tinkin if he sick again!!!*sigh*alway sick lol him...but i still can't forget him lol but he dun lyk me anymore so learn 2 let go of him...

2007-07-30T23:17:00.000-07:00

wow in another relationship le arh...i did not wan andrew noe at all but in the end he oso noe la

he say it gd can open charpage le but in his his heart reali it gd den i hope that he will find his love again in the future....

2007-07-26T04:39:00.000-07:00

y did andrew n jia yi s close does andrew lyk her n dun wan tell me noe that i dun lyk her still ask me where she is but he dun care me at all...i still lyk him but i wan 2 forget him but i juz can't at all lol still lyk him cannot forget him but i wan him 2 forget my b'dae n oso rmb my b'dae...here gtg le...

His voice so cute...

2007-07-02T01:39:00.000-07:00

omg...his voice is totally lyk those hu break their voice even vera hu dun lyk him say so he is so cute lol..hehe they dare me 2 call him of course i dare la i call him lot lf tym le y dun dare hu ask me i still lyk him lol...if i not wrong he still *** me de lol me jealous of which he tok 2 so nice 2 them lol 2 me no lol...nvm i still love him wad...hehe... bye gtg LOVE EUU 4EVA....

2007-06-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

today finally c him online look lyk he still care abt me ask him to help me check abt the gg he agree immediately..still lyk me arh but juz too bad we cannot be together lol...so sad sufferin alot last time but now at least a bit relax haha..so cool man give him a early b'dae present as though it written as frenz i do not mean it at all hehe gtg missin him alot lox... but gtg

2007-05-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

today i was told by 1 of my frenz that 1 gal frm 1 blessing wif andrew yesterday was chattin happily even though i show no sad expression i m veri upset inside.....i agree that we r not stead anymore but i still lyk him alot i admit that i dun wan to fright or quarrel wif him all the but we alway quarrel lol... i LOVE U 4EVA.... i can't stand it anymore i miss u i reali wan 2 patch wif u pls but i knew that u will not,i reali refret 4 confessing 2 u that i lyk u n we stead cos that when we break it was so embrassing but that nvm the problem is that it been month since we break le i still cry 4 u..y?? i noe thatu dun lyk me le.. but that ok i will alway lyk u as u r my first love...alway in my heart deep in my heart!! even though i been heartbroken by euu nvm!!!

2007-05-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

u noe wad i hate ppl hu have many decision one muz make a decision n that it stick to it....y muz ppl have more than one??? i reali lyk u andrew luckly u cannot read this blog hehe..i not going to let u noe that i have a blog that is written abt hehe.... not my luckly day arh today..... miss u alot andrew n love u frm the deepest of my heart.... I LOVE U ANDREW IN MY HEART NO ONE CAN EVA REPLACED U PLS LET PATCH...... I REALI LOVE U ALWAY IN MY HEART bye....... cya.....

2007-05-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

this is .... haha!! everydday at home is a torture 2 me *sigh*i juz wan some1 i lyk i love beside me but that impossible as we have break le!! i ask if it is possible 4 us 2 patch again but he juz dun waan 2 ans my question,he confess that he dun lyk me le but til now i still have feeling 4 him i juz hope he noe abt the feeling i have 4 him since we have stead... during the time of me n him together is the most wonderful time i have 2 him that mean nth at all i return him all thing that he give me as i dun wan memories of him at my place anymore...i end here tell u more tmrw when i on9 again bye i love u my ex.stead..... alway deep in my heart....